They say: Time will cure. 

But how much longer will it have to take? 

I've said that I'm done and through so many times, even I don't believe myself anymore.

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And I won't even allow myself to blog how I feel.

I hate being like this. I'm not supposed to be like this.

Oh, shit me, no where is safe on the internet.

Maybe when I die, and someone finds my diary, 

maybe that day, you'll know.