Feb 27, 2014 Thursday, February 27, 2014 | 0 comments


Possibly the closest word there is to describe my recent state of mind. 

Ever since my beautiful find of The Secret, my outlook on life changed in the most drastic ways. (Yes, I am very aware that I sound ancient but it is true.)

My balance in life had never been well even prior to this; and just as I was about to (read: remotely) get hold of a socially acceptable idea of a "balanced" life, this book comes stumbling in, dragging along a few tens of books I subsequently read, knocked down almost every single believe I've been taught all my life (except for maybe gravity - though I do question even that some days), and reaffirmed some of the most outrageous thoughts I toy with.

Some days I fear I read and ponder so much I might just think myself into insanity; some other days I have the strongest desire to know and understand everything under the sky and beyond. 

It's truly numinous.

Oh and the title?

“I am by nature a dealer in words, and words are the most powerful drug known to humanity.” 
Rudyard Kipling 1865 – 1936

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