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Jul 26, 2022
Tuesday, July 26, 2022 | 1 comments Everybody has “The Chair” (which may or may not be a chair). It is the chosen piece of furniture that houses the clothes that have been worn at least once but still have some wears in. (actually maybe not every everybody has it, but this is truth im choosing lolol) The chances of re-wearing is very low but we keep The Chair anyway, and as days pass, the chair turns into a pile of… pile. - That’s exactly how every uncategorised thought is residing in my brain right now. i recently learn that some brains are quiet - like unless there is active thinking, it sounds like... quiet. Unfortunately, my brain is always with something. and when i dont pay attention it sounds like the background of a cafe playing - a mix of music, unintelligible conversations and banters going on, but on loud. On the occasion when I do pay attention and listen, i have more questions than i have answers in my head and some of them feel like they come with a big chili-red warning sticker, so after assessing my mental capacity to entertain an existential crisis (which is nil), i shove them to the abyss that is The (mental) Chair. And forget about them hahahhaha But like the pile of revisit-able clothes, you can never forget forget about them - the content in the pile becomes a vague memory but the pile demands to be tended to by taking up space (physically and mentally). So here i am. While reflecting as I take some time off my professional work, i realized i spend so much of my time consuming fast media but barely took the time to process any of them into useful information. so that is exactly what im going to do. i may or may not publish any here, but if you do see something that is... out of way here, this is possibly why - just me trying to decide to throw or make sense of thoughts that have been sitting in a dusty corner. ok thats all ily gn xxx - thank you for reading! i was looking for a point of this post but realise there isnt one haha but writing itself does wonders for me and it definitely is cheaper than therapy hehehe ok ily gn xxx |
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Daphne. Sagittarius. 14th December 93.